Dated 30-May-2007
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I’m pretty much in a mood to give up.
All I want to do is lie in bed,
Covers over my head
Pretending the world doesn’t exist.

I’m just tired of dealing with anything
EVERYTHING.
It’s all too much for me right now;
I have left my self with no mental reserves
to fall back on. It’s all out there
and its spread so thin
I can feel the wind through it.

The stress of the move,
the stress of the foreclosure,
the stress of being alone,
the stress of not wanting to be alone,
the stress of not wanting to be with someone.

It’s all too much.
I want it over.
Where is my rock?